I was afraid that if I denied him anything, he would walk out on me and our baby.
I hated the emotional roller coaster ride he had dragged me into — I kept alternating between guilt, depression, love, disgust, eagerness to please him… the list went on.
We treated each other like sisters, occasionally going on shopping sprees and indulging in girly talk.
Maybe he would just fool around with Lena — a kiss here, a touch there — and not go all the way.
I was stunned and said no.
She now works reluctantly as a cam model, a term for men and women who perform sex acts on live webcams for Internet customers.